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[19 Jul 2005|11:53pm] |
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So, I got kicked out of camp for smoking weed.........my mom doesn't know yet and I have no idea what the fuck is going to happen..
I can't sleep, which is completely, utterly, crazy for me, Anna, the champion of sleeping
I can't stop listening to really depressing music
I'm stuck in cape cod, not going to the beach, and reading harry potter 18 hours a day
my mom comes home in 8 days, and I know exactly what I'm going to say to her, i just don't know what she'll say back.
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[27 May 2005|12:33am] |
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Fling -Built To Spill |
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i just realized something and it made me cry
It wasn't worth it, it wasn't ever worth it
i need someone to talk to and no one's online/awake that would ever understand so i'm turning to livejournal which is so sad, and so pathetic, and so many other things..i really just need a walk, except(sp?) then i would have to think about it, because everything and everyone has something to do with it.
And people who are going to comment on this like "Stop wining your taking up space on my friends page" should just ask to be taken off my allready(sp?) small friends list, because those comments are really just getting annoying.
I miss dai and ariel, and i'm not spending enough time with my brother before he has to leave :-(
*THE EXCEPTION OF ALL THINGS*
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[18 May 2005|06:10pm] |
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luke playing elliot smith on the guitar |
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watching that short film "jack attack" on the bonus features of The Incredibles DVD, with katrina and lucas. Has anyone ever seen this? it is soooo hilarious!
i just ordered an ipod! yay!
I finished all of my hw! hurray!
I'm going to see starwars tonight, midnight actually.... see, star wars isn't that cool, but seeing any movie at midnight, is a fun time. fun fun time.
Lucas is playing elliot smith on his guitar, he's getting much better i must say
Elliot smith's real name is Steven Cole Smith..........huh...
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[05 May 2005|10:21pm] |
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The Notebook, what a great movie, that's definetely a movie to cry to...oh how i love the notebook. :-D
Ah megga drama on THE OC!! Kristen???? car crash??? god, what are these movie director/writers/actors/advisors/whoever comes up with these ideas thinking?!?!?
Anyways...i love new cds, and record players....the simple joys in life
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[30 Apr 2005|01:39pm] |
someone left a black sweater with square buttons
someone left a new york sweater
would anyone like to claim something?
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[30 Apr 2005|01:09am] |
fun party, i had fun at least.
i hope everyone else had fun!
<3 Anna
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[11 Apr 2005|10:39pm] |
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Linus and Lucy -built to spill |
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i hate rumor causing actions...
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[03 Apr 2005|09:56pm] |
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Don't panic Coldplay |
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why do i keep letting people down?
next time, DONT give me a phone...
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[27 Mar 2005|02:19am] |
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when i was 8 or 9, i used to play street hockey with my brother and all of his friends. We played in the street on inwood in between where my street(duryea) starts and norwood. We set up our own nets and whenever a car came we'd scream "car!!!"so that we could move the goals in time for the car to get by, so anytime after that whenever I was walking in the street and I saw a car I'd scream "car" just out of instinct. Me and Andy Patton, my next door neighbor were the only kids under 12 who played, all of the older guys would make fun of Andy because I was better than him..heh, but he didn't play actual hockey and I had been played for like 2 years so it was unfair...that fall was so much fun.I wish I could relive that fall... everyday
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[27 Mar 2005|01:50am] |
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The nurse that loved me -A Perfect Circle |
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somethings been really bothering me lately, and it's been the main focus of my mind for the past week. It's all I can think of, it's taking over my mind..... the only problem is I don't have the slightest idea what it is...
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[14 Mar 2005|10:14pm] |
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summer here kids Grandaddy |
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i wish that I understood....I wish that you would make an effort to talk to me about it, to help me understand instead of just letting me fall into these conclusions that I don't want to end up in, but I have no choice because you wont help me get it..I want to understand, I want to help you, but in order for me to do that you have to let me in... you have to let me into whatever your reason and whatever your thought process and whatever it is that your in, you have to let me, or else I never will. I never will understand
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[14 Mar 2005|12:30am] |
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huh, haven't posted anything in a really really long time, idk why i just didn't feel like it...so this weekend was fun, I went to this party that's gonna be on that show my super sweet sixteen...and we show up and it's an "all white" party, not meaning all white people, meaning that everyone is wearing white.. so if course we're all in color and we show up and feel like idiots..so thennn we borrow these like silk/see through scarves and fold them a couple times and makes them into skirts, and get these big white-ts and big ralph lauren polos...and make a cool/creative outfit...so then even though I can't dance we did and it was fun, because we didn't know anyone there anyways so why would it matter, it was fun... so they had these neon lights that made everyone glow because of all the white, and it was snowing inside the building, and they had these cages that girls could dance in, and these like shadoq box thing that girls could dance in, it was so much fun, or at least I thought so, I'm sorry to those you didn't think it was fun. I thought it was fun just making the outfits....
so then saturday night dai took me out... and we ended up going to a show in the basement of the cariens(I have no idea how to spell it) so there's robin max andf lucas who are apart of the family. I've known them for as long as I can remember, max was pretty much best friends with my brother at one point. So there's a whole bunch of fellow freshman at the show, which was cool, and then there was a bunch of juniors which i knew some of, and then there were dai and all of her friends and all of the people over 19, who knew me because of my brother, so basically, I knew everyone at this show, where "The Phase" played, which consisted of a boy who I've known my whole life and listened to him play my whole life, until now, when I'm actually old enough to expierience his music without my brother or my family.....they're pretty fucking awesome. it was kind of awkward, what with all of my sister's "enemies?" maybe? but whatever, I love dai, I always have fun with her...
I've been slacking off in school, and I cut class on friday and all of my teacher's found out......I'm gonna end up getting a lot of detentions and I'm kind of afraid of going to school/class tomorrow...but what's the worst that can happen, detention? I'm not playing a sport, I got nothing better to do to fuck it, whatever... i just have to keep my grades up...B's straight across is how it looks like it's turning out this year...
I'm sorry, I'm sorry I had to be the first...
i love dai :-)
I wish she's get over him
I wish the other she would get over him
lucas is really cute when he sleeps, he doesn't snore, he just *sighs* every once in a while...like there's this big thing that gets off his chest every minute that he sleeps...I wish it worked that way for all of us...
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[01 Mar 2005|09:32am] |
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hey everybody, carly just wanted me to tell you that she changed her livejournal name to _carlybaby04 she forgot the password so she had to change it, silly girl, only the dash is moved but please add her!!!
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[15 Feb 2005|11:31pm] |
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where'd my background go? that was weird, I"ll get kat to fix it later...
hey guys! I got a myspace, but i have no friends :-( so add me please!!!! annamation9@hotmail.com
yay!
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[08 Feb 2005|11:40pm] |
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oh comely -Neutral milk hotel |
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its late, and I vowed to go to sleep at 10, dammit, i failed there. But that's ok.
i've decided i need a new boy. whatever happened to connor's younger brother, dai? hmm?
i wish it was tomorrow
this weekend will be fun i predict
i really don't want to know what I got on that alg 2 quiz
uh oh
i'm scared
i like boys
i like my new name too
and they'll be placing fingers through the notches in your spine
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[07 Feb 2005|08:12pm] |
thank god this isn't true.......right?
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[07 Feb 2005|07:29pm] |
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just walked to molly's to shower(my shower broke) I like molly's shower, its so incredibly hot, just the way I like it. anyways walks always feel so good, especially now, when the snow is still on the ground but the days are getting longer and the air is getting warmer and you can just walk comfortably for hours on end. That's at least one thing I like about montclair, its good for walking.
So after my shower molly and I walked to starbucks talking about nothing in particular, it was fun, and then once we were almost at molly's we realized that the stars were really clear that night, so me being pretty random, I just sat down in the street and laiyed down looking up, turned on my music, and for that one moment, everything was ok.
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[07 Feb 2005|10:53am] |
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If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad -- just so long as it happened.
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[07 Feb 2005|10:44am] |
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so i stayed home from school today, i actually didn't feel well, and its 1039 and i really want to just take a shower, but my shower broke, and katrina, it really did brake because it is completely and totally wacko and I have no idea how you use it. Anyways, i'm just sittin here, chillin on a nice monday morning. If i don't go to school, I think I'm not aloud to go to practice, so i have to call coach Healy and tell him that i don't feel well and that I stayed home from school so i cant go to practice, but i hate missing practices so i'm not really looking forward to that. Today is kind of an insegnificant day to miss anyways, mondays i don't have bio I have health, and world literature, where we just basically read the Oddesey, which is the most stupid lesson I've ever been through. we have vacation in 2 weeks! everyone get excited, i sure am excited, well anyways, just sitting here watching really stupid nick junior cartoons, i mean what are they trying to poison those little minds with, fairly oddparents and jimmy neutron are so much more, sensible. god.
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